Apology?

I will accept an apology. But I think you are too proud for one. If that's the case, goodbye. I have already did all I can, but still got treated like dirt.

Let's see how things goes from now.

You say you don't want to care about me. Heart wrenching.

Girlfriend

I'm just waiting for the day to come when I can call you 'Girlfriend' and add an 'I love you behind'.

I'm so sorry to have driven you crazy. It was my fault and I really regretted whatever I did. I am really sorry.

I know that it is the way you talk to people or maybe just to me. I tried to change the way you talk to me, but you didn't budge, and we ended up quarreling. I know that it is unfair for me to do that. I deeply apologise.

I hope that everything would be fine for both of us in the near future. I hope we can get back to how close we used to be in the recent weeks.

I know this is my first time saying this to you and maybe you won't ever read this, but I just want to say that -

I love you.

Signing off,
Shawn in Vietnam, Binh Doung Province.

Malacca , Vietnam

You're at malacca now, been two days already. I don't know whether I can take the misery for two weeks or not? The saying goes, absence makes the heart grow fonder. But will the heart be distracted? I don't know. I realized I come here to blog everytime i'm thinking too much. Haha.

In a few days when you are back on Tuesday, I'll be gone for Vietnam. I really regretted signing up for the trip because I want to see you. I really want to see you. There's nothing more I want in this world now. Not even riches.

I think i'm obssessed with you. Every minute I'll think of you. And I totally love my new wallpaper on my iPhone. It's a picture of me and you taken at supperclub. (:

Sorry I couldn't cheer you up this morning when you called me, you were right, where was I when you need someone to cry to? I'm blaming myself, even at this moment, just want to be there for you. I've set my phone to the max volume, so if you make a call i'll be able to wake up and talk to you.

I just want to make you feel like you are the most important thing in the world. I'll treasure you like i've never treasured anything before.

Another MSN convo.

h a y l e y says:

hmm nothing le

eh

stop drinking ah

its not good

even at night or morning

all not good

any alcohol inside your body = bad

like smoking

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

wa, this is like the first time you telling me to do something good for me

lol!

Are these pimples the cause of thinking? If they are then I'll try to think lesser I promise!

Well things hasn't been good, I've just sold my DNA today, and bought a honda SP.

this is the new bike. NSR SP.

This is the gilera dna that i just sold.

On msn now with jiayi.

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this said:

huh

did you just go offline?

h a y l e y says:

no

i meant yes

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

huh?

how come?

h a y l e y says:

cos i dont want talk liao

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

you pek cek with me ah

h a y l e y says:

ha ha

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

=S

h a y l e y says:

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

alright alright

i dont emo le k

next time i emo i will never show it again!

(:

try my best

h a y l e y says:

see

i can see one lo

you really think im dumb

haiz

i dont know what to say

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

haha

h a y l e y says:

not that you cannot emo

or what

aiya

nevermind

i dnot know what to say le

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

no lah

i dont want it to affect anyone

around me!

so im going to be like alton!

h a y l e y says:

...

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

i'll learn from him

you ... for what

h a y l e y says:

i dont like how alton surpress or let go his emotions

nvm

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

you yourself everytime talk halfway then say nvm

h a y l e y says:

cos i dont know how to explain

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

then when i say nvm you will pissed off with me

h a y l e y says:

hm

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

i know

h a y l e y says:

you can be piss off too ma

you're human

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

because u very kay poh ha ha

h a y l e y says:

not robot

shawnified. shawn, please reply clare on fb when you see this says:

i dont want to be pissed off

with you

i keep thinking that

so when you dont reply my smses

when you ignore me

i will try to think that way so i dont emo

lol

Well I think I'm meeting her to the library tomorrow. Let's hope everything goes well!

Moodless

Today she tweeted 2 tweets I didn't really understand. At least I did, partially, for one.

I pissed her off today, made her moodless. I think whenever she talks to me she gets moodless. Or a
I a person that will dampen moods? Or am I a moodless person too? Someone tell me please.

She did make me sad because she ignored my texts two times for today. Yes I'm overly sensitive, but that's me. Live with it!

After she became moodless, she tweeted, that she wanted to keep things the way it is. And another tweet sayi g that it's hard not to like a person after you like someone. I'm confused.

I'm blogging at 2:38 am on my bed, with my iPhone. I swear I think of her like at least 2 times in 5 mins.

I just want to know if she feels the same.

Till later.